Sunday, October 18, 2015

Sitting Shiva

A cursed blessing.

(I switched it temporarily to a blessed curse cuz it's primarily a curse, it's only blessed under the circumstances. And I'm pretty sure this post came to me as I pondered that it's a blessing for those that need it and it's a curse to need it. It's ok, you needn't be following. This, and all my other words here, are for me.)

הנה לא ינום

It's comforting to know He's up with me now. And always.

Hmm interesting - not only with me but even up with me.

Friday, October 09, 2015

Master of the Universe, 

You don't usually (er ever) consult me when You're plan - making so pardon me for entering uncalled upon.
But, like Esther, I'm here to save my people.
Save one man, one Jewish man, and You'll be saving the world.
You want a home in this world, don't You? You do. Well, he's one of the top builders. Keep him here so long as we're in exile. And keep him here happy and healthy. Seriously, we know You can.

With gratitude, 
Your meek, subdued, defiant, desperate servant.

Friday, October 02, 2015

4 Orphans

four orphans

two words
two quiet words
so loud
so sharp
so dull
so plain
so powerful
so empty
so weak
so strong
so eternal

עד מתי??????