I thought she might surprise me and be there waiting at 10:45. That maybe hearing my voice accidentally break (as a sob crept up), she would return to her original plan of coming with me. I didn't expect it but thought it would be super incredible if I walked up and saw her.
But nu nu. Obviously I can handle it alone if that's what He's arranging for me.
I would have accepted if either of my friends - the girl or woman in 770 - would have been able to come.
But again, I guess it's in my best interests to go alone.
(Derek Jeter on the radio DID make me smile and feel a bit better :))