I just realized that I'm a girl! I'm a girl and not a boy and I'm a girl and not a girl AND boy.
I'm ONE person, ONE half of a complete avodah, ONE path in serving Hashem.
Of course I can't do EVERYTHING. I'm only supposed to do what girls are supposed to do.
Omggggggg! It's a flabbergasting realization. I'm not imperfect by not doing those other fifty things. MY fifty things is my perfection!
This changes my perspective on EVERYTHING. I can't believe this. This is incredible.
THANK YOU REBBE FOR GIVING ME MY MASHPIA!!!
And thank you, Mashpia, for giving me the Rebbe!