Sunday, April 05, 2009

Guest vs Member

You're a guest.
You're lovin it.
The treatment, the excitement, the admiration, the newness, the thrill, the adventure, the sheer awesomeness of it all.

Now you're a member.
You're not sure if you're lovin it.
Everything is just regular and plain. No more blinded by love.
Regular treatment.

Wait, that's what you wanted in the beginning-to fit in, to feel at home.
Yeh but to still feel the freshness.
Who was it that wanted his Torah old like new? Dovid HaMelech?
Me too.
I wanna be an awed regular here.